This Moment

This moment, this day, this time...will always be remembered as the happiest time in my life.

Finally holding Grant in my arms and Gianna safe in my belly, there’s no greater feeling. I scratched and clawed and cried and fought for many years to be finally be a mom and here I am realizing my dreams. I mean, wow. Just wow.

It’s #NationalInfertilityAwarenessWeek but my journey with infertility is something I think about every single day. For 4 very difficult years my husband and I battled infertility and it shook me to my core. Still does. I’m lucky enough to have beat it by adopting Grant and miraculously becoming pregnant with Gigi but the feelings of loss and grief and overwhelming sadness will always live in my heart.

If you are still fighting your battle I want you to know that I'm praying for you and I share my story in hopes that perhaps it will lift your spirits and remind you that miracles really do happen!

Please know that your time will come as long you don’t give up. Keep reaching for your babe and give yourself grace in the tough moments but never ever stop believing you will find them.

I‘ve always found comfort in knowing that if God didn’t want me to have children he wouldn’t put the desire on my heart. I hope that brings you peace as well.

I’m always here if you need me. xo